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WELL UM ILL JUS TALK ABOUT WHEN I WENT TO ILLINOIS BY MYSELF TO GO SPEND 5 WEEKS WITH MY SISTER.
WELL AT 1ST I WAS KINDA NERVOUS AT FIRST IDK Y PROBABLY CAUSE I COULDN'T BELIVE THIS WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING
I DIDNT THINK MY PARENTS WERE GOING TO LET ME GO BY MYSELF. THEY WERE TOTALLY COOL WITH IT AND THE SAME DAY
I ASKED MY DAD SAID IF THATS WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO THEN LETS GO BY YOUR TICKET NOW AND OBVIOUSLY I WAS
LIKE YEAH IM READY.IT WAS TOTALLY UNBELIEVABLE I WENT TO MY ROOM STARED AT THE CEILING AND I THOUGT TO MYSELF FURREALLZZ FURREALLZZ THIS IS ACTUALLY GOING TO HAPPEN.WELL I WAS OBVIOUSLY EXCITED I COULDN'T WAIT I BOUT THE TICKET A WEEK B4 I LEFT I SWEAR TIME WAS GOING SLOW MABEY BECAUSE I WAS SO EXCITED AND COULDN'T WAIT.=]WELL YEAH SO THE DAY CAME I WAS SO HAPPY I COULDN'T WAIT I WAS KINDA NERVOUS CAUSE I WAS GOING TO BE ON THE PLANE ALL BY-MYSELF BUT IT WASNT THAT BAD JUST PEOPLE KEPT LOOKING AT ME LIKE I GUESS CAUSE THE WAY I WAS DRESSED THEY
PROBABLY THOUGHT I WAS THE SPAWN OF THE DEVIL AHAHAH WHATEVER I COULD CARE LESS I JUST WALK AWAY AND
IGNORE IT THERE JUST JELOUS AHHAHAAH.WELL TIME PASESD BY AND THEN BEFORE I KNEW IT I WAS THERE WELL NOT REALLY
SEE WE GOT THE PLANE TO LAND IN ST. LOUIS MISSOURI BECAUSE IT WAS ONLY AN HOUR AWAY FROM WHERE MY SISTER LIVE'S.THE REASON WHY I GOT DROPPED OFF THERE BECAUSE THE ONE IN SPRINGFIELD IS SMALL AND DOSENT HAVE A PLANE FOR ILLINOIS DURING THAT TIME SO YEAH MY SISTER ALWAYS USES THAT AIRPORT ANYWAYS IT DIDNT MATTER TO ME ANYWAYS. WELL WHEN I GOT THERE I WAS SORTA LOST SO I JUST FOLLOWED THE PEOPLE AND I FOUND MY WAY THEN I SAW MY SISTER SHE HUGGED ME AND SAID IT WAS LIKE SHE COULDN'T BELIVE I WAS ACTUALLY THERE I WAS LIK ME NEITHER HER DAUGHTER WAS THE SMAE WAY SHE COULDN'T BELIVE IT WHICH BY THE WAY SHE IS SO CUTE. WELL YEA AS SOON AS WE WERE ON OUR WAY TO MY SISTER HOME YOU CAN AUTOMATICALLY SEE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CALI AND ILLINOIS I SWEAR IT WAS BEAUTIFUL I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT AS SOON AS I SAW IT.THE PEOPLE ARE NICE THERES ACTUALLY CLOUDS THE SKY IS NOT DARK AND BLACK THE AIR IS CLEAN AHH IT WAS AMAZING I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK NEXT YEAR.WELL YEA I HAD AN AMAZING TIME IT WAS SO FUN I FISHED OHH OOH AND GUESS WHAT WHEN YOU FISH OVER THERE THE FISH ARE ACTUALLY ALIVE
OH YEAH AHAHAH.I MILKED A COW I EVEN HAVE A PIN FOR PROOF AND THIS PICTURE.ZI MET FERGIE SHE WAS NICE AND SHORT AND HUEY LEWIS U PROBABLY DONT KNOW HIM UMM UR PROBABLY GOING TO ASK HOW CAUSE MY IN LAW BROTHER IS A MARINE AND SOME OF THE SECURITY
BACKSTAGE ARE FRIENDS WITH HIM CAUSE THEY'VE WORKED WITH HIM BEFORE SO HE GETS BACKSTAGE TO ALOT OF THINGS.
WELL ANOTHER THING WAS MY SITER HAS A DAWG IN HERE HOUSE HER NAME IS SHAKIRA BUT SHE ANSWERS MOSTLY TO BABY SHES SO CUTE SHES A BULL DAWG SHES SUPER FRIENDLY SHE OVES PEOPLE SHE LOVES TO PLAY I MISS HER SO BAD HERE SOME MEMORIES WE SHARED SNIFF SNIFF ='[.









I EVEN MADE A VIDEO 4 HER
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WELL YEA THATS MOST OF MY TRIP OH AND ONE MORE THING IM NO LONGER A CITY GURL IMA COUNTRY GURL YEHAA!!!!
MY SISTER TURNED ME INTO ONE
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CHARACTER SKETCH

OVER THE WEEKEND ON SATURDAY
ME AND MY FRIEND WENT TO THE THEME
PARK AT NIGHT AND WE ENCOUNTERED ONE OF THE ACTORS
HE DIDINT SAY MUCH JUS SNARLED AND SNORTED BECAUSE ITS HIS
JOB I GUESS.HE LOOKED TO ME LIKE HE LIKED HIS JOB
I THINK HES DREAM IS TO BE A FAMOUS ACTOR IN MY OPINION.
IN MY POINT OF VIEW I THINK HE'LL MAKE IT CAUSE HES A REAL GOOD ACTOR
IF HE COULD MAKE ME THINK HE WAS A REAL MONSTER AND HE WAS REALLY GOING TO KILL ME
THEN OBVIOUSLY IT MEANS HES GOOD AT WHAT HE DOES.
HE TO ME I GOT A VIBE THAT WHEN HE SEES SOMEONE BEING SCARED
IT MEANS TO HIM THAT HES DOING HIS JOB AS AN ACOTOR AND I BELIVE THATS WHAT HE WANTS
SO WHEN SOMEONE SCARED I THINK IT MAKES HIM REALLY HAPPY.I HAVE FAITH IN THIS
CHARACTER REACHING HIS DREAMS CAUSE HE CAN MAKE BELIVE THAT
HES REAL AND THAT HES REALLY GOING TO KILL THEM THEN COMMON HES GOING TO MAKE
IT HE JUST NEEDS A LITTLE MORE TIME.I BELIVE WHEN HE BECOMES BIG HES GONNA BE IN
ALL THE SCARY MOVIES AND I KNOW I'LL WATCH THEM BEACAUSE I KNOW THERE GOING TO BE SCARY
THATS THE POINT OF THEM.THIS INDIVIDUAL IS GOING TO BE BIG HES GOT SO MUCH
TALENT I DONT THINK HE REALIZES IT.

setting

MYYYY ROOMM:DD


were i listen to music the television
i hear my self typing this blog.
i hear my stomach growling.
i hear me gulping down my drank.
i hear the volume of my music getting louder.


i feel the key board as i type
i feel me sitting on the chair.
i feel my headphones on my head.
i feel the buttons on my remote as i change the channel.
i feel my drink is cold as i grab it up.

i see the bright computer screen
i see the words being typed.
i see the music player going up and down according to the beats.
i see this little annoying mosquito flying round my stuff.
i see my teddy bear on my bed sitting next to my pillow.


I smell my perfume cause i have some on me still.
i smell my automatic air-freshener which sprays every 15 min.
i smell my drink it smells citrusy.
i smell my hair blowing in my face cause the ac is on.
i smell my computer cause of me using it so much.


i taste my drink which is juice.
i taste my retainer which taste like nothing
i taste the air blowing by my face it taste like nothing as well.
i taste my granola bar which i just took a bite of.
i taste my hair which blew in my mouth it smells good but don't mean it taste good.

SCREAM!!!

SONG: SCREAM
ARTIST:TOKIO HOTEL
ALBUM: SCREAM US VERSION
RELEASED: 2008
BAND:SINGER(BILL KAULITZ)GUITAR(TOM KAULITZ)
DRUMS(GUSTAV Schäfer)BASS(GEORGE LISTING)






"Scream"

You get up
And somebody tells you
Where to go to
When you get there
Everybody's telling you
What to do
Thank you
It's been another
Bloody Monday
And noone
Is asking what you wanted
Anyway

NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN
NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN

SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
Scream... (Scream it out loud)

Watch out
Stay awake
They're lurking
Obsess you
They are always
Working
Promising
Everything you
Never asked for
And one day
It'll be too late
And you'll
Beg for more

NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN
NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN

SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
Scream...

Back to zero
Your time's about to come
Let them know
You're not just anyone
(Scream...)

Your time's about to come

SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
Shut up!

NO 'coz you feel it
NO 'coz you believe it
NO and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!
Scream it out loud
SCREAM...!

I CHOOSE THIS SONG BECAUSE ITS ABOUT TO NOT BE AFRAID

TO SPEAK UP AND TO SCREAM OUT LOUD.ITS ABOUT BEEING HEARD 

AND NOT BEING SHY SCREAM YOUR LUNGS OUT.TO ME ITS TALKING ABOUT 

STANDING UP FOR YOUR SELF AND SHOWING EVERYONE WHO I AM.AND I JUST LOVE THIS SONG ITS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS FROM THEM.THIS SONG IS REAL SPECIAL FOR ME CAUSE I AM SHY AND SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIK SCREAMING AND SHOWING EVERYONE WHO I AM AND IM NOT JUST A LITTLE SHY GIRL WHO SITS IN  THE BACK AND DOESNT SPEAK UP.I JUST WANNA BE HEARD SOMETIMES I GOT STUFF TO SAY SOMETIMES BUT I JUST DONT AND THATS WHY I CHOOSE THIS SONG

THIS SONG SHOWS ME THAT THE BAND ISNT SHY 2 SAY WHAT THEY FEEL AS AN ARTIST AND
I THINK THATS GREAT.ANOTHER REASON WHY I LIKE THIS SONG IS CAUSE IT SOUNDS CATCHY AND A GOOD MEANING THATS A GOOD COMBINATION.WHEN I HEAR IT IT MAKES ME HAPPY.:DD

biiiohh poehhmmm

bioohh  poehhmm

my name is antoniiahhh

Child of gabriela camacho

Who loves music, texting, & interweb

Who hates meat 

Who wants to go back to illinois

Who wishes she couldve met marilyn manson 

Who is scared of getting left behind

Who dreams of meeting tokio hotel & Marilyn manson 

Who is determined to follow her dreams 

Who values her stuff & family

Who is proud of herself 

Who graduated from middle school

Who lives in los angeles 

Your name again ANTONiiAHHH